Wednesday, December 27, 2006 7:36 PM

all i wan is hoping to see you after a long tired stressful day
but i always can't..
when you want to see me..
i'll always appear infront of you

u asked me to tell you what's on my mind..
so i said ...
me: i want too see you but i always can't when i really need you
u : tot wed is a day for me to work?
me: den i tot sun is a day for u to meet me? ya wed for you to work go ahead.. i'm fine.. no worries =)
u : yes but if i dun work on sun & mon i won't get double..
u : i know in a rs there's always never a enough...who dun wanna spend with the love ones..

do u noe how that hurts?
so money is more important then your love one?
so i said....
me: if you wanna msg me to scold me..telling me thousand of reasons or sweet talking.. save it =)
and u said : k fine go think of it.. i dun wanna explain

yah... i did the thinking..
i noe you can't be 24/7 with me..
one have to work...
u said there's never enough in a r/s
yes true there's never enough

but you do some thinking too..
why can i always be there when you need me but u can't
when you are so very sick...
called me in the middle of the night..did i open my eyes n answer even thou i'm so super tired..
msged me in the middle of the night..will u received my msges??
yes u did !!
When you wanna hear my voice..u achieved it..
i force my eyes to open and type a reply to u...
when u misses me...
i'll go all the way to your house..
just to let you see me....
when you wanna see me..i'm right infront of you no matter how bloody tired i am
and so what about me??
after a long tired stressful day..
what do i get?
a lesson from you??


yes its true there's never enough..
but sometimes do think how i feel...and what i did..
just for you......