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Friday, September 5, 2008 You never ever feel sometimes problems comes from you not all the time, but SOMETIMES. when i voice out something, you will think i creating a quarrel. You have many reasons, just to prove, this problem is not from you You have many reasons, to cover yourself. You don't realise we are having lesser communication because of you busy-ness, we seldom communicate when we don't see each other. maybe its just a call, a 5-10mins call. a few SMSes, less than 10. Whenever I called, or you called, awhile, you'll say "i'll call you back" but my hp never ring after. You asked me to put myself in your mum's shoe Why is she not complaining, but giving support to your dad. But it's 2 different situations. They see each other everyday, though not the whole day. They communicate with each other after your dad reach home. Its not as if your dad reach home, bath, eat and sleep he goes. At least they DO talk. Its not I'm not giving you support, I'm giving you, but you are not giving time to communicate with me. you always tell me, "I go out to work, not to play" Did I ever question you, that you went out to play? Now I'm not asking for more accompany time, I'm asking for more communication time, because I know you have spent whatever time you can with me. Thats for sure. But does accompany = communication time? So when I don't see you, simply means we don't need to communicate? I'm writing it here, because I know if i voice out, you will think I am creating problem. Maybe you will read this, maybe not. Now, I realise the biggest problem here... you never realise when the problem originated from you you will think its always right, All you want is to have a good life. But you'll never know, sometimes, Having a normal, a little more than comfortable life, with all you loves with you, love ones happy is more than enough. I know, who doesn't want to be rich? But sometimes, richness depends on our fate. If you are fated to be rich, you will be. You always ask me to put myself in yours, but you never put yours in mine. Why? Simply because you feel, I started the problem. It takes 2 hands to clap my dearest. So why am I still holding on? Because its the love I have that keep me going. Maybe I believe in miracles. Someday, Somehow, things will change. For the better
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