Saturday, December 6, 2008 11:10 AM

Eventually, the gun pointed back at me.
Why? Why in the first place should I make a single sound on that.
I should have kept it to myself, like what I've done so far.
But I guess, its too much, too much for me to carry it anymore.
So I blurted it out.
Now, I know, keeping mum is still the best solution afterall.
You'll never make it a point that its your wrong,your fault.
It's mine and forever mine, cos I blurted it out.
If not, it's never my fault too.
Your reply was shocking, I never thought that will be your reply.
Tears rolled, from my eyes to my pillow & then fell asleep.
I need to heal,
Please pass me a magical potion and heal me.
Or a magical potion that expand my tolerance to unlimited.
So that I won't blurt out anyting, yesterday onwards.
Magical potion, Please.............
I'll get better, and recover.
SMILES =)

Dearest Joanne, your chocolates does help.
Thanks for giving me many.Thanks for listening to my naggings

Edited: The saddest part is, when you went out, slack with frds etc
you didn't tell me, instead you tell me you've reached home
And all along, i believe you're home even though you are not
why didn't you tell me, you are with your friend??
That's always the question.
I don't blame him for meeting up with his friends,
but for the lie he made, the un-truth-ful-ness